Utensils fly across paper stacks.

A beam of light, a beam of light, fusion deep within the dark; Deep, deep down at the bottom of the dark. The universe contained in this beam of light is so powerful that it brought the heavens to the earth and the earth teleported to the deep. A spectacle, a spectacle to behold, electricity so fast that the walls became floors became ceilings will then become doors. Doors unknown, doors that have or will fallen far, so far through the desert, past the ocean glowing and glistening with a speck of moonshadows bliss. Bliss that is hurdling, hurdling far, hurdling so far that it went past oblivion. Oblivion that grabbed life itself within life itself. A Divine inspiration that could make god blush, again I myself have no answer. I myself have no answer was once told to be on order of superpower, superpower exists, superpower of the universe. She is supreme, she is real. Again, I myself I have no answer.

The Universe How I Understand It - Light vs. Electricity Theoreum

Some time ago, a retired professor at one of the nearby prolific colleges (Cambridge, MA) had come into my work to browse the consumer electronics section to where I was stationed. He started rambling on about what I thought about this product and can you show me this, speaking about computer peripherals etc. He than asked me, what is the fastest thing in the world ? I said electricity of course. He seemed almost baffled about my answer as I believe most people think that it is the speed of light. He said no, the fastest thing in the world is the speed of light. I followed with this brief explanation: The electricity in our brains must be faster as we can perceive the speed of light. Not only can we perceive it we can explain it and or calculate it with numbers, therefore our brain must be faster than that. I referred to lightning as a source of great light. I believe that the things in math and science that are the most primitive and simple are the most advanced. For instance is water not a great organic and innately integral conductor ? The professor started theorizing, thinking and muttering again, not about consumer electronics but about ohms law, electromagnetic fields, crystals and those digital lcd monitors that are quintessentially analog as those crystals move. He came in the next day with another seemingly distinguished gentleman briefly and left the store.

Our brains are time machines.

Fin.

Arp Axxe + Stockhausen One Synthesizer (patially de-activated) demonstration - New Synthesis ???

Journal Entry 1-4-2011

I am looking to find where I once left off. Lost perhaps for now, hopefully I can happily re-invent myself; once again. Just thinking about again embracing a speck of something that once had a profound, deep meaning. It was something that had exploded into my own personal golden age, if you will. An intoxicating, eloquent euphoria that can bearly be described, a creative wonderland where I can live my dreams again. I am feeling numb. I remember one time being in an exstatic state of clear light which was absolute bliss. I had felt that I knew everything at once through some type of osmosis. Ideas had flowed. Utensils virtually flew across my page like waves through an empty space that once held an unforseen explosion of light which could profoundly change the universe. I saw wind, I could breathe timeless literature that had the potential to inspire generations. Many of these unusual and abstract ideas, that seemengly became more cohesive, inspired rough drawings that became designs that became inventions that were so incredibly powerful that they may bring the heavens to the earth. We CAN beautify the earth once again. Masterpieces flowed from my body with every movment inately. To me this was the answer to evrything I was seeking, everything I had ever wanted to know had illustrated my world beyond the boundries of my mind and the universe. My dreams were beckoning to me once again, clearly in reality. I could obtain the impossible and nothing was out of reach. I had fire in my heart and paint on my brush. I was clearly being called upon by the anchient masters as they were painting my portrait in the clouds. I was travelling, really travelling ! Electricity so powerful flowed through my body untill I felt pale and the shadows all had turned to light. I moved through time and space. Reality became dreams and dreams became reality. I was visited by my grandfather who is still alive and well. Everyone knew and seemed to be fascinated by the work that had been done. I was a hero to the nations. Mathematics were simple. I could see the invisible wallpaper that bounded the universe while putting each whisp into characters, numbers and letters; Wow. I had solved quantum cryptology and thought to teleport the earth all in one month. My visual, aural and motor skills were refined intact inspired and guided by the divine. Where is this once mystical place where I was flying through the heavens ? We could speak without talking and travel without moving. One morning I awoke and most of it was gone, my mind still remains for the mostpart hazy on this day that I am writing. How do you go back or top that ? If I had a fraction of this sacred inspiration I could regain my life.

Chris Aquilo
1/4/2011

Chris Aquilo plays the Stockhausen One Synthesizer 10-01-2010

cosmiche stockhausen one stem 07-18-2010 by Phantom Dogs Disco

Salvador Dali with silver ink.